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[zen_monk]

One more month left of school, and my initial start-of-quarter promise of doing awesome this time has been dove-tailing spectacularly. Most o it can be attributed to my steadily godawful sleeping and diet habits, and it contributes much more to my less-than-stellar studying habits already. It doesn't help that lately this month I started to sleep through classes and not attend nearly half of them for two weeks. Very not-good behavior.

But, I shall make this promies to myself, starting today and tomorrow: 

meet regular at teacher office hours with prepared questions that is relevant to the reading.
meet regularly with TAs to consult my grade and also about the reading/final projects.

actually do the reading and annotate it...

and writing out abstracts and theses on my final papers. So much fun, since for my Postcolonial Literature senior seminar, I decided to focus o racebending/whitewashing in the media and how fan interpretation and liiterary criticism/close reading of text foster the two actions. It's a pretty nebulous thesis to write on, and one I should meet with my teacher about.  

But i really should finish those late assignments I'm doing.... 

What is the most frustrating thing for me is that on this one class I'm taking as pass/no pass on because otherwise I'd go insane with 20 unit classes, is ironically my best class and I'm getting consisten a' on them. Fuck my life.