I can't be too old now
Jan. 22nd, 2015 08:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zen_monk Writing out this trashy, circumstantial sexy times fic based on RP threads is making me feel like there has to be a certain age where it's somewhat acceptable to write trashy circumstantial sexy times fic of dubious nature.
Like if I were to write this at 17, it'd be like "oh you're so young and inexperienced, it's okay baby fanficcer you're in the... you're in the developmental stage. All is forgiven and in the future you will be more awesome and exceptional as a smut fic writer in all ways."
Now I'm writing this at 24 and i'm thinking "oh no. This is so dumb and can't be published shamelessly. Ugh, no one will get it, see this is why people bemoan how there's no filter for things in fic archives, ugh, you didn't learn anything!"
Why am I so juvenile?
Like if I were to write this at 17, it'd be like "oh you're so young and inexperienced, it's okay baby fanficcer you're in the... you're in the developmental stage. All is forgiven and in the future you will be more awesome and exceptional as a smut fic writer in all ways."
Now I'm writing this at 24 and i'm thinking "oh no. This is so dumb and can't be published shamelessly. Ugh, no one will get it, see this is why people bemoan how there's no filter for things in fic archives, ugh, you didn't learn anything!"
Why am I so juvenile?
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