Zen Crib Notes

Really, yesterday was so exhausting...

Thursday, too, for that matter.

On Thursday, my school has auditions for "Auntie Mame" and I just found out on that day. So naturally I freaked out a lot, because I have stuff to do on Thursday (GODDAMIT, I KEEP WRITING IT 'THRUSDAY!'). But lucky for me the auditions were really short. Like shorter than normal.

15 people auditioned on that day. More was probably on the day before, but still, I only had time to rehearse for 20 minutes before I was called in. And during that time I had to fill in my resume. And I had a partner who didn't know squat about acting and only signed up because of college applications. Sorry but, what a silly girl...

Anyway, all yesterday I was dreading with a heavy weight in my stomach, because I have been rejected before and I don't think I can take it if I've been looked over and not on the callback list. I knew it might happen, but still the feeling was like someone slammed the door on my face before I could say anything....

I was on the callback list :D (HUZZAH CALOO CALAY BOOM SHAKA LAKA!!!) And so I stayed afterschool yesterday to practice my role for "Suki/Ito" the Asian servant. Yes, it's somewhat...you know, but it's a better chance for me, since I fit the role as Asian already.

I was also the only Asian person called back for Ito. The rest were Caucasion...

But before all that, I had to pick up my little brother in the elementary school nearby and soon after that I have an appointment with my independent study teacher to show off my piano skills AND then I practice my lines.

Which I did. And I also brought with me (along with my piano books and water) my cd player with cds of Japanese pop/rock. BETTER PRACTICE, EH?

So I auditioned. I did fairly well in my opinion, so I have a strong feeling that I'm going to be on the play :D:D:D:D:D

And then after that, when I thought I could relax at home, my adult friend Melody called me and asked if I'm still going to the Youth group at the Chinese Evangelical Church.

...

Oy, and I just got home. Oh well.

So I was really busy that day. Practically went home at 10:30 pm...So tired yesterday...

Wish me luck for Auntie Mame!

(and for those who've noticed...I've done the exact same journal on my DeviantArt account journal. But, since not everyone goes to DA, I copy and paste the same story in here, for those in LiveJournal.

...I'm lazy, ok?)