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 My first interview with the coordinator in Saitama didn't yield positive results, which resulted me being mentally inconsolable for a couple weeks in the wake of yawning uncertainty towards the future. To make myself feel better, I exchanged my first gen iPad mini for an iPad mini 4, and am amazed at the speed and ease of the processor and how nice a big, high resolution screen is for my games. Then a couple nights ago, the org asked me if I"m down for another interview, and I had a really nice one last night for someone in Ibaraki near the countryside. 

Don't think I can take this roller coaster of internal emotions and expectations, especially since if I do get the position (or any other which as a backup- it's nice to know from a recruiter that they're planning backups for your employment ;_;) I would have to leave the country by the end of next week. 

gahhhhhhhh. 

Why must my conspicuous consumption punish me in the future.