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Been feeling a bit burned out from having an unhealthy sleeping schedule, and from recent college stress which had luckily resolved itself so that I’ll be going to where I wanted to be in September; as well as from trying to cope with that stress with plugging into various media stuff like gaming on various consoles (ahhh the life of an unemployed student who lives in a tourist town that need people with commitment and not going to school in a month and a half).

So feeling that spotty feeling of getting easily distracted and easily bored with almost everything. I’m in the practice of getting back to reading for pleasure, which I’m starting with The Mists of Avalon, and reducing my time online (which would also mean stemming my time on RP-ing in my other account), and see if I could get back into writing more for myself and also reading for myself.

Also: Orientation is this friday, so me and my family will be heading to SC on Thursday to prep for that. Whooo 5 hours of driving.

Current Mood: discontent
Crossposts: http://zen-monk.livejournal.com/56700.html

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novel_machinist

I'm stuck in a writing rut too. :/ I really want to write things, but then get busy I know those feels.

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zen_monk

I have no right to say that I don't write because I'm busy... since I am actually not busy XD but I'm starting to think that I'm adjusting myself for people, since doing the FF RP scene thing in tumblr and it's very encouraging and enjoyable, really. Annnnd while I'm having great discussions with people about plot stuff, it's also a little exhausting because it's one of those wait-for-next-time-they're online thing, and also that I'm starting to forget my own plots.

However, I still never forget that awesome Ultimecia and Tifa meta in which the both of us started to brainstorm in, in which I will have this totally horrible and horrifically sexy thing with these two. And that I convinced another that it's an awesome idea, especially when it includes dub-con/non-con stuff.

Just need to do that writing muscle exercises. I think it's similar to Kegel exercises. Lots of squatting.